And the disappointment has already begun in less than one month...

So, last month, I literally scrapped my old blog and would have erased it totally, if I knew how...or if I even cared to figure it out.  I mean, I get it...I was going through some shit--and, honestly, who isn't at any given moment.  And, furthermore, I'm always going through something.  In fact, I guess I may keep the old one around just to make myself say, "You see!  You could be THAT bad off!!"  Because, honestly, that has got to be the most depressing blog ever known to humankind.  I guess.  I haven't actually read many because of the obvious...it's depressing.  I mean, according to the numbers...LOTS of people have read it.  I am not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.  I have yet to get carted off to the crazy house, so that's a good thing.  Although there are many days that I feel like that would be a fantastic break from the living situation that I am enduring now.  Then, I recall that they would probably take away my iPhone, wouldn't allow me my laptop, nor let me have any internet usage, so that right there is an absolute no!  Also, I feel that they would not allow me to have my shoes or purses or any of my health and beauty products, and that's another HUGE dealbreaker.  So, I guess by default, here with my parentals or the crazy house, I guess I'm good for now.  

As far as what this blog is going to be about ultimately, you may ask?  Who knows.  I had an idea, but it seemed pretty lame after I thought about it.  I guess I'll just see how it goes.  I certainly haven't progressed much in my "bettering my spiritual being" since last we spoke, or whatever...I've just managed to survive...and bitch a lot.  Seems like that is a current theme in my life--surviving and bitching.  Ahhh...yes.  We all have to be good at something.  Right?

Until next entry....Namaste, bitches.  :)