Welcome back...hiatus over for now...

Yes, I realize I haven't posted a blog since July.  I have written but couldn't bring myself to publish because I must have missed a rule somewhere:  Always consider other peoples' bullshit feelings over your truth.  Now, before you wonder about that, I'm just gonna leave it at that.  You know who you are if you are reading this.  When I write, 99% of it is my most inner and raw emotion guiding the keys.  I don't *plan* this stuff.  Life happens.  My emotions happen.  I don't tell you how to grieve...oops...I've said too much.  I digress.  Anyway, for those few people who read what I post, I won't apologize with much fervor for any post of mine, nor will I allow myself to feel bad that you got upset.  Those days are gone.  This blog has my name on it.  Do not read if you think you might be the least bit offended.  And you probably will be at least once or twice. I have to write.  It is the only way I can get my head clear and my heart unburdened without having to depend upon some physical being pretending to listen, or interrupt me when I am speaking with a completely different sentence pertaining to them.  Nope.  I write. I publish.  I feel better.  See?  It's all about me here.  I'm already feeling relief.  So, I will try to write AND post more.  My self-induced break due to a few people who were offended that I had actual feelings is over.  Free at last!!!